school report
Yesterday my daughter bought home her end of year report. It was, as always, a traumatic experience. There is something about being judged and measured that undermines a human being at quite a fundamental level. They have two sets of marks, one a letter grade for 'behavour and attitude in class' and the second a number that is the National Curriculum level in each subject area. Last time her Tutor had gone round the class and asked how many people got 9 'A's and then 8 'A's and then 7 'A's and so on. This was a pretty crushing experience because it forced the children to publicly declare how they had been judged and Mirinda had come home in tears because of it (I don't suppose any of them thought they could refuse to answer). She is in a new Tutor group this term and the new Tutor at least did not repeat this exercise. This time again however she arrived home and hid in her room in tears. After I had spent quite a while just hugging her and reassuring her we spent quite some time reading through and discussing the report, looking at the grades and the teachers comments and deciding whether they represented how she felt she had done in each class. She had shared her grades with a few people, but then her friend told some others about her grades which had particularly upset her. And this was not even the grade that says how 'clever' you are, just how you behaved in class. The accompanying letter gives a list of what level the 'average' student would be expected to be at in each subject. Mirinda is quite bright, above the average grade in most of the subjects, and it was still an undermining process. She had initially just flicked through the report to look at each number and she focussed of course on the grades that were lower and judged herself by those ones. Just how undermining this experience must be for a child whose grades are all lower than they 'should be' I cannot begin to imagine. Schools are unable to see that what they do is invest the idea of 'academic success' with such weight and then label a child as a failure by this process of comparison. Not only that but children come to label themselves as failures. The way a school report attacks self esteem is quite brutal, it classifies and measures a child and reduces them to a series of numbers. They justify this process on the idea that a child can watch their own progress as their grades improve, and the teacher can offer encouraging suggestions to try and get them to move from a 4.5 to a 4.8. But is it just an exercise in comparing human beings, against eachother and against some completely arbitrary system that bears no relation to the real nature of learning. School places itself in a position of authority over its pupils, and creates a situation of conditional self-esteem, where children become dependent on the school telling them that their achievements are worthwhile and to be valued. There is no space on the report for the child to say how they think they have done, or to comment on how their teachers have behaved towards them. Despite all that schools say there is no sense of it being a collaborative process, both the teaching and the judging is a passive process that is done to children.
Kohl and Holt
I have been reading Herbert Kohl in between Ursula le Guin and have been struck by a contrast between him and Holt. Kohl, like John Holt, was a teacher who started to look more critically at the system he worked within. Although he recognises, like Holt, that teaching and the school system in general can potentially do more harm than good to children, he does not reject the system out of hand, preferring to think that having an impact at a personal, individual level is still a positive thing. The collection of essays I am reading is more about telling stories of individuals and how they have reacted to learning and the things they have done to retain their intellectual integrity in the face of a bad system. His, I think, first book, '36 children' is similar in some ways to Holt's 'How children fail', in that it is a record of his time with a particular class and the children's learning and how he worked to make the curriculum more relevant to their lives. In much of his writing he makes quite fundamental criticisms of schools, but he never quite takes the jump into saying that we should reject them altogether. Holt takes what he observed in his own classroom, that no matter what he did he was damaging his pupils' ability to learn, and concludes that it cannot be the only way to educate, and goes in search of alternatives. Kohl does not. He focusses instead on the ways to work within the system and work the system to the advantage of his pupils. I can sympathise with his conclusions in many ways, what is important to him is helping the individuals he comes into contact with rather than trying to tackle the whole system. Anyway, when I have finished the book I'll write something longer, I love especially his concept of 'not-learning', the active and positive process of refusing to learn something that someone tries to teach you.